About
the founder

You were never meant to “survive” your life. You were meant to fall in love with it.

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Zwart-wit foto van een surfplank met een Chanel-logo, overeind in de branding van de oceaan met golven op de achtergrond.
Diagram met een parabolische kromme met pijl die naar beneden wijst
learn from 
my story

World Builder

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Lovergirl

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Author

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Visual storyteller

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World Builder \\ Lovergirl \\ Author \\ Visual storyteller \\

World Builder

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Lovergirl

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Author

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Visual storyteller

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World Builder // Lovergirl // Author // Visual storyteller //

What Sets Esensi Apart?

World of Esensi isn't built around products.
It's built around one belief.

That the woman you're becoming isn't someone you have to create. She's someone you remember.

Everything inside this world exists to help you come home to who God created you to be. Sometimes that happens through the pages of a book. Sometimes through building a business that finally reflects your heart. Sometimes through a retreat that changes the way you see your own life. Soon, it will even happen through the clothes you wear.

Different doors.

One world.

One foundation.

Because what you wear, how you build, what you create and the way you live were never separate.

They've always been an expression of who you are.

And when you remember who you are...

everything else begins to follow.

Vrouw ligt op het zand op het strand, glad water en rotsen op de achtergrond, terwijl ze haar arm omhoog steekt en glimlacht.

Sacred Over Fast


Heart Over Ego

❋ Beauty with purpose

Grafiek met een negatieve correlatie tussen zelfvertrouwen en prestatieniveau, met een rode pijlpunt naar beneden.

FOUNDER, VISIONARY AND CREATIVE DIRECTOR.

vrouw in rode jurk met tattoos, sieraden en rood lipstick poseert in een minimalististische interieur met keramieke vazen op de achtergrond.

Meet the woman behind the world.

I won't tell you I always knew who I was.
I'll tell you the truth.
I grew up between worlds: Dutch precision and Indonesian soul, with Sumatran and Moluccan roots. For as long as I can remember, I carried the feeling of being too much for the rooms I was in, yet somehow never enough for the ones I wanted to enter.
So I searched.
Deeply. Sincerely. 
Everywhere I thought I might find the answer.
Spirituality. New Age. Ceremonies. Self-development. Every framework that promised to fill what I can only describe as a God-sized space inside me. I went far. I went deep. And somehow, I always came back emptier than before.
Then, on Good Friday, at 33, 
I walked into an empty church in Bali.
I didn't find another philosophy.
I came home.
The emptiness I'd carried for decades disappeared in a way I still don't have the language to fully explain. Not because I had finally figured life out. But because I had finally stopped running from the One who had been calling me home all along.
Everything inside World of Esensi 
is built on thát moment.
Not a strategy.
Not a method.
Not a personal brand.
A life surrendered to God.
These days you'll usually find me surfing before sunrise or in a reformer Pilates class before opening my laptop. I write books that ask the questions most people are afraid to put on paper. I'm building ESENSI, rooted in lineage and girlhood dreams, mentoring heart-led women, and creating a world for those who are done almost becoming themselves.
I'm an author. A founder. A mentor.
But before any of that...
I'm simply a woman who finally came home.Everything I build flows from there.

Everything you'll find inside World of ESENSI comes from that one decision: to stop running and finally come home.

My hope isn't that you become more like me. It's that somewhere along the way, you remember who God created you to be and begin building a life that reflects her.

It doesn't matter where you are on your path. You might still be wrapped in darkness in new age/spirituality/multidimensionality, you might still be a luke warm christian finding your way or you might be a female entrepreneur who wants to lead with her heart and purpose.

The door is open and you are welcome. Know that you are loved by the most High.

Een wit zeeuwig schelpdier met schelp en een open mondholte.
ocean life 
i've always
dreamed of
Een glimlachende vrouw met een kleurrijk bloemenpatroon sportjack neemt een selfie voor een blauwe lucht, met een voertuig op achtergrond.
Vrouw surfend op de zee in badpak.

Drietal mensen staan in de zee bij de kust, lachen en praten. De lucht is blauw met enkele wolken, en de golven rollen op de achtergrond.
Vrouw met een bloem in haar haar, lachend met gesloten ogen, in een kleurrijke, stralende outfit met een parelketting, op een tropische locatie met groen en een rieten dak.
Grafiek met een dalende curve en een grote pijl die naar beneden wijst.
already living the life

Our vision

We believe the most beautiful lives aren't built by women chasing more. They're built by women who remember who they are. Women rooted in God. Grounded in where they came from. Fully alive in where they're going. Women who build businesses with heart. Create homes filled with peace. Raise children who know who they are. Wear beauty with intention. Leave every room a little lighter than they found it. This isn't a movement built on noise. It's a world built on women whose lives speak louder than their words. The kind of women the world changes through it.

Let’s walk each other home sister.

Vrouw zit op een bank in een tuin met veel groen en werkt op een laptop.

Our Values // Our Values

Our Values // Our Values

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Our Philosophy // Our Philosophy

Our Philosophy // Our Philosophy

Loyalty · Freedom · Love · Faith · Connection · Adventure


Our philosophy

We believe in depth over volume. In choosing quality in your wardrobe, your work, your relationships and your faith. In building slowly. Rooted. With intention. In the woman who leads from who she truly is, not from who she thinks she needs to be to sell, to be chosen or to be enough. In lineage as inheritance, not just a backstory. In God-led living as a foundation, never a footnote. Because when you remember who you are, everything else begins to follow. Your journey starts here.

Creating Iconic Legacies

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